So, this is the problem with not having internet at home...I cannot blog and rant to you. If this is a relief to you, I am not really forcing you to come to this page.
Anyway, this is my first day of classes for the spring semester. I did make it so that I have a 4 day weekend every week which is nice. All the more time to work and be at the barn. Jazzy is back and I still love her. Even though none of the money from my paychecks or child support actually go to me, the horses are more than worth it. At the same time I dream of being able to just pick up and leave. I want to travel the world. A hard dream when you have 2 horses, 2 dogs, and a cat in tow and no money for yourself. I just know that having them is the right thing to do. They are family and they have saved my life countless times. I can think of nothing I would rather do than just spend time with them.
I think that it is indeed a terrible thing that I should be so dependent upon money to live my dreams, but maybe in real life there is no such thing is having both things. Many people have learned that the hard way. Even though I hear about it all the time, my head and my heart say two different things, and I let my heart win. I do this because I know that if I did not, I would regret it for the rest of my life.
Thought for the day: Although you be the stars and moon, I cannot live without the sun.
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What I Would Do To Avoid A Mental Breakdown by Janna Herchenroder is licensed under a Creative Commons Attribution-NonCommercial-NoDerivs 3.0 Unported License.
