What doesn't kill you....

Well, my friend, I believe that  I can call myself a friend to you. I have seen myself as selfish in many ways, and I believe that in this new light, I am attempting to reverse my selfish acts. Although, as I think on this, it may in fact be more selfish than for your own good. That is perhaps a good thing then; no matter how difficult this may be for me at first, it might just help to free me.
I don't want to be stuck here forever. I have always wanted to travel, but I have not been able to because I have horses. I love having horses, they are my freedom and I believe that having them has saved my life in more ways than one. But I cannot take them with me when I go...I at least want to try being flighty for awhile and it is not possible to act like that with horses. I am young, I want to be free to be young and go where I want for awhile. The sad part of that is that I will not be able to come back to life just the way I left it...By nature I dislike change...but it is probably better if I can make the changes and not have to wait for them to be made for me and having the life wretched forcefully from my hands. This may be best, my dear.

Thought for the day: what doesn't kill you makes you stronger. what doesn't kill you makes you stronger. what doesn't kill you makes you stronger. what doesn't kill you makes you stronger.